Would You Rather He Wasn't Autistic?

A close friend of mine had the audacity to ask me a question that had me thinking long and hard - would you rather he wasn't autistic? The Miss Universe answer would be "No, because I love my child just the way he is" but after giving it some serious thought, my actual answer would be a big "YES!" If I were given the chance to trade autistic for non-autistic then I would in a heartbeat. I love my bear more than anything in this world but I have to say it has been difficult and heartbreaking at times because of the problems brought about by the dreaded A word. If he weren't autistic I'm guessing life would be easier for him and me, but it is what it is and so we play the hand we're dealt. "And so it is just like you said it would be, life goes easy on me most of the time..." ♬♪♬♪♬

Somewhat Normal

It has been a while since I felt anything changing for the better in our little corner on Autism Avenue but now I am happy to say that I think me and my bear are inching our way towards becoming somewhat normal. By no means are we close to being the typical single mama and her sweet little boy... but lately there have been fleeting moments of bliss where I forget that he is a child with special needs... and the world doesn't seem like it is such a cruel place for little boys who are not quite like everyone else... there have been tiny, rare moments when he is just like any other kid happily playing with his toys, free from any problem related to Autism. Reliving these happy moments in my mind get me through the difficult days. I can now say with confidence that I trust that the Infinite will lead me and my little bear somewhere better than where we are at the moment.

Where Is Home?

Home is wherever I'm with you! - Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

I Love You Batman!!!

Who is your hero? BATMAN!
If you could live anywhere, where would it be? SCOTLAND
What is your biggest fear? DYING WITHOUT BEING REMEMBERED
What is your favorite family vacation? DISNEYLAND IN ANAHEIM
What would you change about yourself if you could? THE NEED FOR INSTANT GRATIFICATION
What motivates you to work hard? WANNA BE A BILLIONAIRE SO FREAKIN BAD
What is your favorite thing about your career? WORKING FROM HOME
What is your favorite book to read? THE VALLEY OF THE DOLLS
What did you want to be when you were small? THE NEXT WALT DISNEY
What would you sing at Karaoke night? RUNAWAY TRAIN HAHAHA
What song would you say best sums you up? 500 MILES BY THE PROCLAIMERS
Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car? RIDE A HORSE
Do you love or hate roller coasters? LOVE

Happy

Where have I been? What lifetime was I in? Suspended between time and space. Lonely until HAPPY came smiling up at me. Sadness had no choice but to flee...

This Is My Year

I'm quite positive that 2016 is going to be MY YEAR - mine and My Little Bear's. 
2015 started out really well and the blessings just kept pouring in all throughout the year.
I just need to keep the momentum going this year... I have a good feeling about this year... 2016 - this is my year...

"Always pray with a thankful heart; everything that you have is a result of God’s supply. 

He is the ultimate source, not money, a job, career, relationship, a perfect clothing size, or

anything else. Once that fact becomes a reality to you, then God’s peace will sustain you.”

Maobaaahhh

Three names I go by
1. Mayi
2. Lourdes
3. Bernadette
Three places I have lived
1. Tagoloan
2. Makati
3. Cagayan de Oro
Three places I have worked
1. Convergys
2. Google
3. City Pantry
Three things I love to watch
1. Orange Is The New Black
2. Shameless
3. Survivor
Three places I have been
1. Las Vegas
2. Hong Kong
3. Hawaii (airport only!)
Three things I love to eat
1. Pancit Bihon
2. Pringles
3. Toblerone
Three favorite drinks (not water)
1. Tanduay Ice
2. Lemon Iced Tea
3. coffeeeee!
Three things I am looking forward to:
1. Going on a vacation (Singapore - wishing!)
2. Becoming filthy rich
3. Finding Mr. Right (dreaming!)