Char Lang

Would you rather…
Watch, Star Wars, or Star Trek? NEITHER!
Read on a Kindle or paperback book? PAPERBACK (I'M OLD SCHOOL)
Go to a play or musical? ZZZZZ TO BOTH
Go to the theater or a movie? MOVIE
Hike or bike? BIKE
Wear jeans or chinos? JEANS
Have a Margarita or Pina Colada? MARGARITA
Crash with friends or stay in a hotel? STAY IN A HOTEL PARA SOWSHAAAL!
Visit Europe or Mexico? EUROPE AND THEN MEXICO PARA SOWSHAAAL!
Vacation in Hawaii or Alaska, and why? ALASKA BECAUSE I WANNA SEE SNOW LOL IGNOY MAN GUD
Travel by plane, train, or automobile? PLANE PARA FEELING SOWSHAAAL
Enjoy a houseboat or speed boat? HOUSEBOAT PARA SOWSHAAAL
Go climbing or zip lining? ZIP LINING (KA KAPOY RA CLIMB!)
Go to a comedy club or dance club? COMEDY CLUB
Have a night out or evening in? EVENING IN
Watch TV or read a book? WATCH TV
Camp in an RV or stay in a tent? RV
Use Facebook or Twitter? TWITTER FOR POSTING, FB FOR STALKING
Choose a free trip or money? MONEY THAT I WILL USE TO BUY A TRIP AND THEN SOME
Win the lottery or find your perfect job? FIND MY PERFECT JOB
Swim in a pool or the ocean? POOL
Travel by sailboat or cruise ship? CRUISE SHIP
Watch sports or play sports? WATCH SPORTS

Who would you want with you if you were stranded on a deserted island? SOMEONE NOT ANNOYING
If you could do anything you wanted right now, what would it be? GO TO LONDON AND VISIT THE QUEEN
If money was no object, what would you do all day? FLY TO LONDON IN THE MORNING, GO BACK HOME IN THE EVENING
Where do you most want to travel, but have never been? LONDON LAGEHHHHH
What is your favorite memory? RAINY DAY AT THE BEACH WITH KJ =)
Who is your favorite author? JUDY BLUME (WRITES YOUNG ADULT BOOKS)
What is your favorite book? THE KITCHEN GOD'S WIFE BY AMY TAN
What has been your biggest challenge? RAISING A CHILD WITH AUTISM
What is your biggest success up until now? RAISING A CHILD WITH AUTISM WITHOUT A HUSBAND!
What does your perfect day look like? NO WORK, 3 GOOD MOVIES IN A ROW, AND LUNCH WITH MY GIRLFRIELDS
University or life experience, which do you feel best prepares you for life? LIFE EXPERIENCES
What is the one thing that should be taught in school that isn’t already? PARENTING, DEALING WITH EMOTIONS
If you were to create a piece of art, what would the subject be? MY KIDDO
What one thing would you change if you had to do it over? HAHA I'D RATHER KEEP THIS ONE TO MYSELF
If you could go back in time, what year would you travel to? 2006
What does your life say about you? I CAME, I SAW, I CONQUERED. MAOBAHHH
How would your friends describe you? SELF-CENTERED :P TRUE THAT!
Quote that you live by:
"That fire in your belly is there for a reason. Do not ignore it, rather, let it burn." ---Samuel Dodson

I've been praying for better days. My prayers have been answered. Thank you!

Whatevahhh

Hahahahaha nanabi nga drug addict daw ko! Whatever! hahahahaha

ABC facts about me

...because the world revolves around me. (If you must know) lol

A- Age: If I tell you then I will have to kil you :P

B- Biggest Fear: That I'll die and no one will take care of my kid

C- Current Time: 12:21am

D- Drink you last had: Cranberry Iced Tea

E- Easiest Person To Talk to: Teetan (I just talk to him, he doesn't talk back)

F- Favorite Song: Makita Kang Muli by Sugarfree 

G- Grossest Memory: fell down a sewer 

H- Hometown: Tagoloan, Misamis Oriental

I- In love with: Wentworth Miller :)

J- Jealous Of: people who are going on fabulous trips, eating fabulous food, etc.

K- Killed Someone? same answer as letter A

L- Longest Relationship: 7 years

M- Middle Name: Chaves

N- Number of Siblings: 2 boys

O- One Wish: Peace on Earth (haha Miss Universe answer!)

P- Person who you last called: my boss Stuart

Q- Question you're always asked: When is he going to talk? (RE: Child with Autism)

R- Reason to smile: My Little Bear is happy

S- Song you last sang: You've got a friend (with Che, Rom, Rog, Piom haha!)

T- Time you woke up: 10am

U- Underwear Color: Blue

V- Vacation Destination: Kota Kinabalu

W- Worst Habit: Pringles (once you pop, you can't stop!)

X- Xrays you've had: dental xrays

Y- Your favorite food: Jelly Belly jelly beans (coconut flavor)

Z- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

Disconnected

The walls we built around us to keep
out the sadness also keep out the joy.

Two months ago I lost someone important to me to lung cancer and it is now slowly sinking in that at this moment, in this sometimes cruel world that we live in, I no longer have anyone who has my back. Of course my family will always be there for me and my little bear but I always thought of this person as a bonus - someone outside of my family who I can call if ever I needed a friend. But now he's gone...

Now I really need to put myself out there and at least try to make connections with people. I really want to have someone who understands me, but it has been quite challenging for me to find a person like that. I guess I've been burned one too many times that it has become tiring to get to know someone only to lose that person and somewhat disappointing to realize that the efforts I've put into building a connection were all in vain...

I often wish someone would give a damn about me... 

I don't know if I'll ever find such a person... 

I really need to shake off this feeling of being alone... 

Or maybe I've just been watching too many Kdramas on TV the past few days.

2015 is super awesome

...and it will keep getting better!

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