your eyes are so pretty

i wish for you on a falling star wondering where you are and do
i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine ~~~ LFO

i haven't liked anyone in a really, really long time. but there is this one person who i really super dooper like (to the highest level!) and he's getting married, but not to me! =( booohooo! this isn't news to me. i knew he was engaged to be married when i met him, but that didn't stop me from liking him. i'll never admit this to him but deep down i was wishing he'd wake up one morning and realize that i was the right one for him, and he'd leave his soon to be wife at the altar and instead elope with me... haha what a fairy tale, i know! the reality of his upcoming change in civil status is only beginning to hit me... and although i know he and i will still be friends, i am pretty sure not everything will stay the same. i, for one, would feel uncomfortable talking late at night with a married man. he's such a decent man though... always kind, never inappropriate, and forever a gentleman that i can't help but want him for myself (yeah, yeah, yeah, i'm a witch for wanting someone else's man!) seriously, i've come across so many losers lately that it's quite refreshing to meet such a gem of a man, and such eye candy too... cool hairstyle always held in place by hair gel, pretty eyes and lashes to die for, and a smile that sends arrows straight to my heart (cheezy!). he's got a good head on his shoulder, can carry out an intelligent conversation, and a witty sense of humor to top it all off. i wish i had a man like this one. i know the one for me is out there... i hope he finds me real soon... hehehe! in the meantime, i'll try to better myself in preparation for my meeting with my very own mr.right... the one who wants to marry no one else but me! =)

~~~ keep your heart open to dreams. 

for as long as there's a dream, there is hope, 

and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living. ~~~