i love you, buddy!!!

someone absolutely delightful came into my life! he has made me realize how important it is to have a friend you can count on. it's so refreshing to have a friend, who is a boy, who is not a boyfriend... you know what i mean! truly, there are certain people you meet in life who makes it possible for your frozen heart to become just a tiny bit warmer. it's too early to tell but i have a feeling that this friendship is gonna last a lifetime. if not, if for whatever reason he'll not be part of my world anymore, i just know i'll never forget this person and he'll always have a special place in my heart. lately i've been feeling a certain emptiness... i have a full life with my little bear, my gal pals, and our little autism community, but somehow it lacked something. when i met this buddy of mine and started becoming fast friends with him, i realized i miss having someone to talk to. he is someone i can connect with, laugh with, talk about serious stuff or the most mundane of things in our daily lives, without the complications of a committed relationship. i always thought a boy and a girl can never be just friends... now i know it's possible. i just wanna thank you, buddy, for being my one man support system for the past month. you've helped me in so many ways... not just in finding a job, but you've also helped me rediscover my self-worth. i'm feeling a little more confident about myself these days and that's because you pushed me into making things happen. just know that little bear and i will always be here for you, buddy! i love you always, always, always... ;););)